I’m 36 going on 37, and I’ve achieved nothing, I feel worthless– Woman cries out

A woman identified as Zoya has opened up about her struggles with feeling unaccomplished as she grows older.  

In a heartfelt video shared on her YouTube page, Zoya expressed that turning 36 and approaching 37 has been deeply depressing for her.  

She revealed that every year, especially on her birthday, she reflects on her life and feels a sense of disappointment over her achievements—or lack thereof.  

Additionally, she shared that the stress and anxiety from these thoughts have affected her physical health, leading to weight gain over time.  

Lamenting, she said: “I am 36 approaching 37, I was thinking what have i achieved in my life, so do i have anything that I am proud of and the answer is probably not much…… It embarrassing, I don’t have a job i don’t have a career, i have a pretty decent education but it is kind of useless because it is that kind of field that you have to be in the right place at the right time to achieve something and i was obviously wasn’t there.

“It is music related but i don’t want to get into details here, I am pretty introverted and it doesn’t really help to achieve anything within this field or probably any other field so i dont have a job and off course in my childhood i had big dreams, i saw my life totally different but when i was growing up, i understood that dreams are just dreams 

“When i was growing up the only thing i had always dreamed to achieved something within my profession like i never wanted to have family or children i don’t know big house even though it would be nice, i never had this dreams but i had just this one dream and i failed miserably, I don’t have any property, I don’t own any property i don’t have a car, i don’t have driving license let alone a car, i tried and i failed i studied at the driving school and then i tried to do exams and i failed two times and then i just quit this idea.

“I am pretty bad shape and i have gained 25kg from my like ideal weight so that is also a problem for me.”

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