I found out my mother has been sleeping with my husband and I can never forgive her- Lady cries out

A woman posted on Reddit asking for advice after discovering her mother was having an affair with her husband. 

She revealed she is struggling to leave her husband but she loves her husband deeply and mother was also her closest friend while she’s finding it difficult to forgive her.

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Narrating, she wrote: “I don’t have anyone to talk to. My mother is my best friend, she’s the one I would be opening up to about this.

Let me start off by saying, I can’t leave my husband. Or, rather, I don’t want to. I love him. We have children together, he’s a great father, and I know he didn’t want this to happen. He was drunk, she is manipulative.

My mother has always been kind of a horrible person. Narcissistic. Borderline. But, over the years, and after having my children, we’ve grown really close. I don’t have many friends, so my mother was my one constant, other than my husband.

So yeah. Woke up and found that my husband still hadn’t come to bed after we had a party one evening, it was super late, and I went looking for him. And stumbled across a scene that keeps playing over and over again in my head.

I can’t talk to my siblings about it, obviously. I don’t want to talk to any other friends because I don’t want them to tell me to leave my husband.

I can’t talk to my husband about how badly it hurt me that my mother did this, and I can’t talk to my mother about how bad it hurt that my husband did this.

This happened on December 23rd. I was stuck in bed the entire next day, sick and depressed, on Christmas Eve. Then had to wake up on Christmas, with the kids, and have my siblings and mother there and had to pretend that everything was fine.

Also, my husband and I have been trying for another baby, so in Christmas Eve, I had to take a damn pregnancy test less than 12 hours since I witnessed him cheating on me.

I can’t sleep at night, I’m taking sleeping pills so I won’t just lay there and think about everything. My husband is being supportive. He’s apologetic. He’s doing everything he should be. I’m just…having a hard time coping. Having a hard time not being able to talk to anyone close to me about what happened.

Thanks for reading. You all could tell me funny jokes or something, distractions are nice.

Also throwaway for obvious reasons.”